A Rant before Forgiveness, Poem ( 125/365)

Character poem today 🙂

I’m angry
And while I know
I should forgive
I’ll indulge a minute longer
In this moment
And clench my fist
And mutter why do you always
Mess up
And I’ll forgive
Like I forgiven you
These decades
And I will tell myself
Not to fault you
For that is just who you are
And I will try to love you
an arms length away
While guarding myself
And telling myself to try harder
To love without expecting anything
But it’s hard as I have been trained
To walk away from people like you
Who shatter dreams
Pretend sorry is lost language
And demand for trust and acclamation
Like claps for hurting me
So yes I will forgive you
But I’m still angry
That I keep having too

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